This is the sickest love I've found.
You smile and laugh and I slip,
Trip,
Fall,
And land on my face at your feet.
God,
How easy you make me fall in love.
Every day,
Every moment,
Every breath.
I'm down this twisted rabbit hole.
It takes some time to get back on my feet,
And I stumble,
But I never leave.
Doesn't that count for something?
You're the one that pushes me.
Unfaithful,
Smooth,
Sweet talker.
And I fall again.
Down, down, down..
Away from truth,
Away from looking,
From opening my eyes,
From the world I want to forget.
Further into naivety,
Into make believe,
Into these lies.
Every time.
And, baby, I'm sti
"Why do you cry over such the littlest things?"
They ask.
"Why wear dark clothing all the time?"
They ask.
"Why must you bleed yourself all the time, you pain loving freak!"
They say.
"Wouldn't you too if you were put down,
Had shame thrown upon you over anything you do,
And no one there to lend a hand?"
We answer.
"Why bring color into such a sad, sad world?
Do you not see all the pain people endure,
Are you that blind to the light before you?
What if it is just our style?"
We answer.
"Do you not know the suffering we put up with,
Day after day,
Week after week?
We all need a bit of distraction,
And don't think of it as u
I hate you so much
yet
I love you to death.
I want to be [as far away from you as possible,]
but I know I could -never live without you.-
I'm the only one who can truly
see through your mask and
I wish you would let others see,
but I know exactly why you don't want to.
And as crazy as it sounds,
I understand your masochistic ways.
When you have pain in your life,
you want it to {go away,}
but when it's not there,
you feel ...e.m.p.t.y...
I get it.
And I know how afraid you are
[of yourself]
and how afraid you are
of others.
I know you have trust issues and even though
I know the most about you,
I know you don't t
Cry a tear for me,
And I'll pour you an ocean
Give me an ounce of your love,
And I'll give you my potion
Give me a second,
To give you a lifetime
And you won't run,
From the love that you find
Just a chance,
Is all I ask
To give you my love,
Put it in your grasp
If you take it,
You will find
Unconditional love,
And all that's mine
I won't ask,
You to change what you do
Just give me the chance,
To say "I love you"
We are fighters.
And fight as we will,
They always win.
But we must keep trying.
We can't give up.
We're what the people want to see
And hear
And be.
So we can't stop.
We can't keep losing this ongoing war
Raging on inside.
No, rather,
We must keep going.
Because when times get tough,
We get tougher.
And the people,
The innocent, frightened, perfect people,
Need us now.
We shall keep fighting
For the good of man
And the good of ourselves.
Loving You:
For there is no other like you
Only want to be with you
For my heart is this clue
For you make me feel anything but blue
A love that we share
For our hearts we wear
I want no other in this world
Been with each other so long
Never anything going wrong
We must stay strong
Letting time roll it's course
In ever lasting force
Just you and I
Flying high in the sky
Holding no legal limit
Never give up never surrender
For I am your public defender
Take my hand
Let's spread our wings
Though together we flew
Loving You
You.
I never really knew you,
Don't even have a name to call you by,
You never told me and if I ever knew, I've forgotten.
All I know is you gave me a pen.
I still have it.
You had a strong voice,
You believed what you said.
You gave me a voice
But all I did was whisper.
You had an eye for beauty
A thirst for what was different.
You rubbed that off on me.
But I can't find a way to use it.
When you smiled your eyes lit up
I was so jealous of that.
Of your smile reaching your eyes
And touching everyone who looked.
You always wore short sleeves
And it wasn't that you didn't care.
You had nothing to hide.
You were friendly
Don't you remember?
All the sweet things,
The smiles, the laughs,
The kisses, the hugs.
The moments we spent
Together,
Happy, like a couple.
We were happy,
Don't you remember?
Maybe we weren't perfect,
But I loved you.
Don't you remember when,
You told me, "we were made,
for each other"
And the next day, you went
Far, far away?
I have waited you,
For a long long time,
Maybe I have waited for you,
For too much time.
You broke all the promises,
Hide my smile, my heart,
Don't you remember when,
You told me you will never,
EVER hurt me?
Don't come back.
Time's up darling.
You broke my heart,
I will break yours now.